You, me and your ego...lets do lunch!

Slowly I'm remembering why I can't abide being around my family. Not my unit of course, but the siblings, parents and grandparent. I face being enclosed with them for four days and I am fearful for the scrap of insanity I have.

Tomorrow eve I shall not only be in the company of my bestest bud, but in the company of a public house full of random strangers. Can I face loud music and drunken fools? Most likely not!

I don't think R was too amused with my rantings over the office skank either. As if I would entertain the suggestion of socialising with her! I have no issues with promiscuous females and used to proudly wear the whore badge myself, but at least I used to admit my craving for sexual adventures instead of claiming purity. Maybe that's why I am so offended by her, having a similar path to my old pavement yet she denies it as if something to be ashamed of. Her thick scouse transvestite voice doesn't ease the situation either, or her lack of intelligence. It's pretty safe to say that if she turns up, like I suspect, I shall be vacating speedily, even if it offends R.

My second issue of the day is the craziness of celebrating somebody getting voluntary redundancy (who clearly deserved to be fired rather than paid off) using their new found funds and freedom to go on an extended holiday. Yes, it's nice for him to go globe-trotting, yet I don't feel it deserves a meal/night out with a crowd that won't bother turning up tomorrow to celebrate the boy's stag do.

I don't understand how the boy can be so carefree about it, as I am highly miffed. I suppose I take it personally as

a) I'm pretty sure that couples will be going for the meal and shocker...I'm not invited and

b) They don't want him to marry me, well in particular, his best pal doesn't.

 Maybe it's jealousy on his part, that his friend is settling down and he can't find a relationship or maybe he simply detests me, either way, life goes on while he goes travelling.