Tiredness

Why do I feel guilty for feeling tired and needing to snooze?

I have day-time napped through out my pregnancy due to hyperemesis gravidarum and felt slightly mean that I was curled up all snuggly whilst OH was at work.

Knowing how much he hates working on a Sunday, I am reluctant to go sleep.

I have done some housework and looked after 4 children (okay, well three are pretty self sufficient,) I have been bleeding for nearly 4 weeks after giving birth, I am breastfeeding another human being and also had a late night... surely that justifies forty winks?

Heaven Knows I'm Miserable now

I'm not abandoning my blog and I badly want to sit for TIME and type away, but I feel so poorly.

Last night was dreadful for us both trying to rest. The boy was in pain. I hate it, lying in bed when he gets up, not being able to do anything to help. I, in turn was in agony too. Every time I moved in bed I felt my pelvis was about to shatter accompanied by a night of mares.

Today I feel unbearably vile.